Metamorphosis

I'm leaving in five days. How do I feel? It's quite the bombardment of emotions: happy, sad, excited, nervous, giddy, anxious. Still, I haven't been able to revive that awesome feeling of pure euphoria that I experienced when I first found out I got the job - quite possibly The Happiest Moment of my Life and single-handedly responsible for dropping my average 12%. I think a part of me still doesn't believe that in a blink fo an eye I'll finally be out of here. All this waiting has desensitized me.

I've been leeching music like a mad man in a attempt to satisfy a year's worth of downloading in a few days. One of my goals is to not ever be cooped up in my room doing the anti-social stuff that I typically do here, in my "normal" Canadian life. No downloading, no random web surfing, etc. As I've already said, a good rule of thumb is that I should only be in my room to sleep and eat. That's a good mantra for the year: "Are you sleeping? Are you eating? Then get outta here!"